Comment on Looking for a cliff by booboolin

Parent Post: Looking for a cliff · In Reply To

booboolin · 4/17/2025, 5:50:18 AM · permalink

Braven, I’m sorry for your loss. I felt pain as I read your post.  
  
We cannot control the challenges in life we encounter but only respond to it as it happens.

How you deal with painful life experiences will determine what you get from it, and from your response to crimsonmvestro is obviously clear to me that you have yet to get past the angry part of it. You are still blinded by anger, thus 15 years stuck, living in your past:(

And yes, I agree that most people are afraid of both life and death because you cannot fear one without the other. But what exactly do people fear the most?  
  
Perhaps the fear of the unknown? Fear of losing control? Fear of feeling and riding the wave of their pain till they reach their destination that’s called TRUTH? Perhaps the fear others may see them as weak?

Sorry to burst your bubble here, but you are a weak AND broken man. However, your still here, and Amen to that!

From my perspective, people only live the only way they know how to live. But when they learn better, when they look deep within themselves for the answers, not a doctor, or psychologist, a bible or a priest or anyone aside from themself they will find the light, revealing their shadows that needs to be confronted and dealt with in order to grow from it.

Your shadows are all the negative experiences in your entire life you bagged, hanging over your shoulder, and you carry it with you every moment of your waking life, but chose to ignore it, and instead find clever ways to numb your pain.

You are stuck in your past experiences! You are still angry and bitter. You have not grown because you failed to examine your painful life experiences, learn what it must teach you and create something out of it that’s symbolic to growth.

It’s time to face your pain and deal with your shadows already. You cannot help anybody else if you cannot help yourself.

Perhaps all the time you spend in the gym building muscle mass is to hide the weak man’s pain behind the mask or is the clever drug to numb the pain.  
  
Either way, set out that same dedication and time you put in building muscle mass to spending lots of time alone, still in your thoughts, learning to observe them, rather than entertaining them with the “what if's" then see what happens.

From what I see, you are still in the dark, repeating old patterns of behaviors, continuing to fail yourself.

Do you honestly believe that your wife was a strong person for killing herself in a way that may cause harm to others in the form of blaming themselves for somebody else’s actions? For what? To punish other people’s regressive nature like her own?

We'll let me tell you something, DYING IS EASY, BUT LIVING IS HARD! Your wife was suffering; weak and broken as you are today.

Your wife’s message to “love each other” is full of hypocrisy because she failed to love herself.  So why would anybody take her seriously on such statements?   
  
How about you? Have you at least reached the point of asking yourself why you were not good enough for her to stick around?

Is not too late for you or Crimson because you are still here. Yes, suicide is a choice, but a very weak, evil, and selfish one:(   
  
Facing life's painful experiences is by far the strongest and most courageous thing to do, not destroying it:(

7 bumps

braven · 4/17/2025, 4:00:33 PM · permalink

6 bumps

booboolin · 4/17/2025, 4:28:27 PM · permalink

5 bumps

braven · 4/17/2025, 4:58:54 PM · permalink

4 bumps

booboolin · 4/17/2025, 5:16:59 PM · permalink

1 bump

booboolin · 4/17/2025, 5:14:53 PM · permalink

1 bump

Signature