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If you could get yourself to stay present I think you can drop that feeling, Brother.  
If you'll hang with me, maybe we can work our way backwards from this.  
  
(The search results for 'ctb' came up............. widely varying, but I'm assuming it's something bad)  
  
  
IF you could in your reply to this series of questions, just put the corresponding number next to your answer. Please.  
  
1\. When you say 'I will ctb'. 'I can't stand the concept of money', or 'I grow tired'. Who is 'I'? Who are you talking about? **Who are 'You'?**  
Is it your body? Because you are not your body. Is it your name? Because that's what you are called, that's not you. Is it your religion? OR your hobbies? Or a sin that you identify with? Or a principle you identify with? **Who is this 'I' you are talking about?**  
  
2\. When you say 'It constantly feels like someone is turning up the “suffering knob” across the globe.'  
 **Do you agree with me that emotions come from thoughts?**  
Can you think of a time or an example of a situation where you would feel an emotion without first feeling a thought? If you agree with me that emotions come from thoughts, move on down to 3 after a 'agree' and x, or 'disagree' and x. Please and thank you!  
  
3\. Then, when you say 'There isn't too many days that pass where I don't think about ctb'  
Can you tell me, **do you create your own thoughts?** Where do they come from?  
If you believe you make your own thoughts, please tell me how you build the thought, how it comes to you if you don't.  
**What are the steps to creating a thought?**
I **expand extensively on this question here;** https://soj.ooo/p/dailysojshot/post/94d7566228d49a7fcb88166794a38dfb
But feel free to answer without visiting there, first! Everything at your own pace.  
  
4\. Do you think that if, somehow, you were able to *drop your Anger* for our Fallen State, you would be mentally well enough not to 'ctb' (Whatever that is, I don't like that we have to abbreviate it , it must be serious though)  
  
Well wishes Friend, looking for your reply!

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I've got some time before heading out;  
I think what renewed me as a Man was realizing that I was traumatized by my Mother. Realizing I had been resenting her for things that were in her Nature, that she couldn't help, that all Mothers do;  
She turned me away from my Father, she molded me in her own image. She made selfish decisions with my agency, and was aided by the legal system to do that.  
A boy can't be raised into a Man by a Woman; because women *identify with feelings and use them as a justification for reaction*  as if they are a root cause; when the root is a *thought* that you identified with and felt a feeling from, because %%you think that you created your own thought.%%  
  
Now, what a measured Man does, as a tactician, a General, a Master - they *hold every thought in captivity, and never identify with a thought - they understand that **all thoughts are all lies, all the time.***

A simple example I could give yo uis an 'intrusive' thought you ever had - letting your car run into something, committing some heinous violent act, or debacherous act - something you naturally would never identify, and you reject it - you think 'Wow, where did that come from?' You might physically shake your head, you might recoil a bit.  
You knew that one was a *lie from the pit of Hell* and you would never identify with that thought. Right?  
If you never identified with a thought aga**in -- if when a thought came, it was put into a 'check bag' area** and you began to watch it, Observe the thought. You would be in your **Present** and you would not be thinking. Reflecting on this thought, it gives you a moment of pause - and then you are now controlling, and can %%change your own mind about anything you 'think' of.%%

I agree with you where you stated that you won't identify with man-made religion , but you know that God is True.  
God -is- Truth.  
Jesus Christ was the Son of God(Truth). He told truths to everyone and every principality - and they crucified him for it.
%%God said "Be *still* and *know* that I(Truth) am God.%%
%%Jesus said "Forgive them, Father, for they *know not* what they *do"*%%

Ever since Eve made Satan her God, and we made Eve our God, we have been in a Fallen State from birth. We began *having thoughts, and identifying with the thoughts - and feeling emotions from those thoughts that we identify with.*

*This is why Eve and Adam hid away from God in shame , because they were naked - and God asked; ' Who told you you are naked?'*

Satan is the Great Deciever , and we come through the Mother, Eve. Our thoughts are manipulated by Satan, this is his world. He wants to keep you down, with emotions that come from the thoughts you identify with - and it's ionly going to get heavier, we're *seeing* Hell on Earth right now *because we stopped leading our Women, and gave over power to them.*A masculine man does not identify with his thoughts, he observes them - and as a Man with the spirit of Adam, you can return to the Father much easier. As a man of Virtue, you can more easily switch your God from the Woman to the Father. You won't feel lust anymore, or depression, or anxiety - there will be no more 'happy' thoughts, 'sad' thoughts, 'angry' thoughts %%\- you will just watch them come, stop them, analyze and observe them, and let them go on - and you will never identify with a thought again. You will begin to deconstruct your trauma in this way.%%

Here's the hard part... you have to do this, in person is best - over the phone if it is not practical - and if either has passed on, in your heart only - but you have to do this sincerely, even if it terrifies you - go *shaking in your boots to your parents and forgive them.*  
  
Forgive your Mother for turning you away from your Father; forgive her for molding you in her image, and apologize to her for resenting her, because you're older now and you know that she could not help herself%%.%%

Forgive your earthly Father for not protecting yiou from your Mother, forgive him for not knowing how to 'discipline' (disciple) her and deal with the Hell in Her, or making her his God - and apologize to him for resenting him in that way, because you know now as you are older, he couldn't help Himself because he was traumatized as well.

%%When you forgive your Mother and your Father, God forgives you. Then you can begin to experience real Peace.%%

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