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Parent Post: Looking for a cliff
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crimsonmvestro
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4/16/2025, 8:07:35 PM
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I am sorry for your loss. I have never lived through anything like that, so I can only imagine the pain that caused you. She made a decision for herself in spite of how others would feel about her decision. I can't fathom the pain she was going through to be strong enough to go through with that act. The misconception a lot of people have about those who do commit suicide is that those people were weak. Do you know how much strength it takes to do something like that? I have tried several times, but couldn't bring myself to do it because of the pain. Intentionally causing pain to oneself is something a lot of people can't stand to do. That's the only reason why I am still here. But maybe, just maybe, she's finally at peace. And that's all I want for myself too. Peace. This life has never been able to provide such a thing to me. My life has been non-stop strife and struggle. Therefore I have lost the light. The possibility to even think that this life can get better. At this point, I don't even want it to get better, I just want it to be over.
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booboolin
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4/17/2025, 6:46:52 AM
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You attempted suicide a few times and failed, but that was not due to fear of any kind of physical pain because there is no greater pain than the pain that comes from facing your faults. Simply put, your suicide attempts were a cry for help without using words. Suicide is not a show of strength other than weakness. How is harming the self or anybody an expression of strength? Please take some time thinking that through before replying, otherwise, it will be a half-ass response with little to no substance. You can take as much time you need to process your answer. I am here for you my friend:)🙏
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braven
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4/16/2025, 10:42:54 PM
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Hey BP, Greatly appreciate your response to that. Your insights are accurate af...just letting you know. In some way, you might find some small peace of mind knowing your thoughts brought peace to another. Peace brother. Strength...yeah...that is my take on that too...it took a kind of strength that I do not possess. Not yet, anyway. I have given this a lot of thought...quite a lot. It is heavy lifting...so tiring and depressing...then I found a way to make it work for me. And here we are. Again...peace brother. Thank you for sharing.
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