seraphima · p/positivevibesonly · 3/14/2026, 8:32:40 PM

Day 4

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logical · 3/15/2026, 12:00:04 AM · permalink

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seraphima · 3/15/2026, 2:26:46 PM · permalink

Nathan, this will be the last time I address you in a soju comment. If you ever want to talk to me, I would appreciate it if we could speak face to face.

TLDR; Do you want me to admit that I’m a piece of shit? Do you want me to stop loving your friend enough to still be here to put up with this? Do you want me to bleed for you? Or just go away so that you can continue lying?

I cut you. Tell me how to make it better.

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I asked you a few times to join the group (along with everyone else asking you) because I liked you. I thought you were cool. I never asked you to stay up-ever. You and Corissa and Sims were the ones staying up til 3 playing poker, etc. I go to bed by 9 every night. I never spazzed out on anyone. I left the Discord because Corissa and Suzy and you disrespected me. Suzy even admitted that before-you guys iced me out, and either ignored or mocked me. I honestly don’t know what I did to Suzy because I was the one during voice chats to include her, to specifically say hi and ask her how she was doing; I didn’t know if she was quiet or didn’t feel included so I always talked to her. I love gifs and so does she so I always engaged with her posts in the written chat in the Discord group. I never said a bad word to her or about her. I never said anything to you or anyone; I left without a word. I didn’t even complain to Miru because I believed he was in on it.

What did I do that was wrong? I talked to Simms and told him to disengage from the group because it had become toxic. I did, in fact, call all y’all a “cesspool of motherfuckers.”

I’m sorry for being so terribly mean after months of being bullied. If you have the records handy, and you’re bored, go back and look at the music thread pertaining to Taylor Swift’s Bad Blood. After I posted that, you posted the song Crazy Bitch and Corissa and Suzy posted the Alanis Morissette ditty. I was beyond offended. I was posting music about fake friends and y’all ganged up on me. At the end of the day, what happened shames me because it takes two and I was half of the problem. We acted like incredibly rotten children. I’m sorry for my part.

I understand that after so long, memories change and stories get rewritten to rationalize behavior. I understand that I’m an easy target and because I won’t fight you, you and your friends can say anything you want but, as I’ve said before, the written and video-taped records (video chats) can prove I’m right. But to prove myself right would be a petty waste of energy and time.

At the end of the day, my sin was perpetuating the cycle of ridiculousness. I’m tired of lies. I’m done with excuses.

May you find peace in your life.

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corissa · 3/16/2026, 3:59:54 AM · permalink

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braven · 3/16/2026, 4:32:02 AM · permalink

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corissa · 3/16/2026, 5:42:04 AM · permalink

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siouxsie · 3/16/2026, 4:19:37 PM · permalink

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braven · 3/16/2026, 4:53:04 PM · permalink

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siouxsie · 3/16/2026, 5:37:06 PM · permalink

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braven · 3/16/2026, 6:04:03 PM · permalink

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siouxsie · 3/16/2026, 6:09:27 PM · permalink

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braven · 3/16/2026, 6:19:44 PM · permalink

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siouxsie · 3/16/2026, 6:27:45 PM · permalink

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braven · 3/16/2026, 6:42:11 PM · permalink

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braven · 3/16/2026, 5:52:07 AM · permalink

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corissa · 3/16/2026, 5:55:02 AM · permalink

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braven · 3/16/2026, 6:02:36 AM · permalink

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braven · 3/15/2026, 7:52:39 PM · permalink

*Nathan, this will be the last time I address you in a soju comment. If you ever want to talk to me, I would appreciate it if we could speak face to face.*
  
Okay....my apologies to both of you, Seraphima and Logical, you have history we don't understand.  
Have the two of you....ever....met face to face?  
  
However, this is brutally unfair to those of us who do not have a clue what is going on.  
Seraphima....I have avoided interaction...every one here can see that.  
I see you are still interacting with Miru...so I cannot condone that pattern of communication.  
If it was abusive to you....leave it alone.  Think good....speak good....do good.  No excuses.  
  
In no way does that denigrate my position on anyone bullying anyone else.  
  
How tf did I get pulled into this?  Do you two not see how painful this is to me and others?  
Just don't care? I shouldn't care?  How does this work...I really don't 'get' this.  
  
You both know you are real people....yet Logical....on this site....you betrayed me...and bullied me.   
And that is visible for all to see.  Because your friends were being attacked...was your justification.  
Now it appears....that there really is a backstory....not just fantasy?   
  
*I understand that after so long, memories change and stories get rewritten to rationalize behavior. I understand that I’m an easy target and because I won’t fight you, you and your friends can say anything you want but, as I’ve said before, the written and video-taped records (video chats) can prove I’m right. But to prove myself right would be a petty waste of energy and time.*   
Please rethink this....please.  
Especially this....  
*...the written and video-taped records (video chats) can prove I’m right. But to prove myself right would be a petty waste of energy and time.*  
  
This would... in no way... be a petty waste of time.  
It is exactly what is 'required' to make things right...for yourself, me...and those who also stood by you when this got really nasty....yes?  Make things fully transparent....let us know what you know....please.  
  
I am all kinds of conflicted on this....hard to express the sentiment....share the information....get this cleared...and let us all move forward....yes?  
  
Peace.😇

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seraphima · 3/15/2026, 8:05:16 PM · permalink

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braven · 3/16/2026, 5:13:07 PM · permalink

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braven · 3/15/2026, 7:30:30 PM · permalink

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