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Parent Post: Suicide, how to do it?
q2025
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6/28/2025, 11:44:01 PM
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I've tried it. Twice. First time when I was 10. Pulled a stunt that I thought was unforgivable then lied about it for the whole schppl year. Realized the family was about to find out in a few days. Couldnt bear the thought of disappointing them. Took rat poison pills. Obviously didn't work. Woke up thinking I was in heaven, the same room setting was to make me comfortable and id just open the door and step into paradise. No such luck. What did happen was absolute hell coz I had the most excruciating pain in my dick for the next few days and lots of vomiting. Fucking annoying. Eventually did get caught out, and you know what happened? Nothing fucking much. Got told off a bit. Folks were awesome and didn't rub it in. Bless their souls. Know what else happened? I got my first lesson that no matter how bad it looks, it does get better. Every single time. It's nearly 5am here and I haven't slept a wink. Had to pick the wife from the airport at 2am. Was about to crash when I saw your post. Man, my heads totally exploding. If youre interested I can let you know about the others time tomorrow. Hang in there man, it always gets better. ..... I wanted to put a hug emoticon here but mt mind must be zoned coz I can find it. Peace 🙏
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thoughtcriminal_1984
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6/29/2025, 12:04:36 AM
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Glad you found peace 🙏
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q2025
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6/30/2025, 5:15:34 AM
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My fear was completely irrational then. Even then, I knew my folks weren't the type to be angry. It was the fear of disappointing them that I couldn't take. Well, I overcame that fear at 10 and went on to disappoint them again and again later 😂 Peace upon us all 😇
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thoughtcriminal_1984
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6/30/2025, 1:54:34 PM
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😂😂😂😂😂 Peace be with you and all brother. 🙏
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