Comment on People United Under God Against Government Oligarchies! by booboolin

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booboolin · 3/2/2025, 9:26:41 PM · permalink

Sorry to use your platform here, but just to make sure scaredow cannot delete my response to his last post on religion for me, I will copy and pate it here.    
  
Wow, your ego has taken center stage within you, thus, it seems that it does not matter what my responses to your questions will be because you are blinded by anger. I feel your energy through your texts.

But I know better than that, so I will humble myself and not assume what you’re thinking or feeling and respond to these questions you asked of me.

As for your assumptions about me, “Oh wow, you think I follow you that much to read each post you have made? Wild.”

Your DELUSIONAL man! We never had a discussion before this. I don’t know you personally to know what you’re thinking and vice versa.

Just chill out and be authentic. Right now, is all ego taking place; thus, it is not very helpful for you or me or anybody.

A good way to do that is never post anything when you’re angry, instead use it as a tool to help you face your inner demons and grow from your negative experiences. You would lose your shit a lot less in the long term.

Advice: First take a step back and ask yourself, what am I angry about reading this or that post, then sit with it for a bit before posting. Speaking from my personal experiences, that would be most productive and beneficial.

My long pause in response to your line of question pissed me off, so I took my own advice above.

To answer your question "what changed my mind over the past couple of days," Well, it's more complicated than that. (I should have added footnotes).

Long story short: I wrote that first article about a month ago or more and threw it in Locals, Candice Owens platform and kept it for myself. I've never intended, nor made a cent from it. That's how I felt then.

But right after I finished that first paper a few weeks ago, as I watched Trump the weeks that followed, everything that I wrote in those posts here was the culmination and integration of the lingering thoughts, doubts, and fear that perhaps, things were not what they appeared to be.

As to your questions (the ones that really got to me, that is), “America, Rise? Why didn't you do something when all this happened? Christians had to wait for Trump before doing anything. How far would the government have to push you before you did something?

My response: I was working as a psychotherapist in Seattle during the time Covid hit, and after 18 months of the changes that took place in mental health prior to Covid hitting; that was using pronouns when describing patients/clients in medical reports and discharge documents. I was being written up for not doing so or being denied opportunities to develop my craft in helping people heal, I had a full-blown mental-health breakdown and lost my shit, ending up in a mental-health facility myself. I had to fight with my lawyer to get me out!

Now after my release from the hospital, having a professional background in psychology has given me the skills to find a good therapist that values healthy relationships more than making money, and does their job well. For the first time I found myself on the opposite side of the spectrum, being the client/patient, rather than the mental health professional. And this fact was a recipe for success, because all the advises I gave my past clients rendered an opportunity to take my own advice and practice being the client myself.

The two years that followed of intense therapy were hard and pain staking. I got lost many times down the rabbit hole and experienced many hallucinations through shadow work. And my psychologist was a great emotional compass in guiding me out each time I went back in the rabbit hole to dig out my shadows.

Cutting it short: after therapy ended, I realized that the real reason I pursued a career in psychology was not because I wanted to help people, but a part of me wanted to figure myself out; why was I so controlling with my loved ones? Why did I hate myself so much? I wanted to feel validated and admired by others. I wanted the money! After facing my inner demons and discovering that truth, I no longer want to be a psychotherapist. I gave up my career! I refuse to be part of creating mental illnesses.

But I have not fully lost my passion to help others. I have no interest in providing anyone here psychotherapy because I don’t believe it is necessary. I want to be part of the Spiritual Revolution taking place, and I suspect this platform has potential to connect people by the millions. And once that happens, psychology practices will come to an end. People will become conditioned to listen to one another, and work in harmony. Having conversations with neighbors, friends, even strangers will become therapeutic in nature.

The Government used the tool of psychology to condition our minds and weaken our spirits. Let’s unite against them please.

And my conception of God has changed since then, so I am trying to be careful when I express my beliefs in God. I am also trying to figure out my place in this fight of good vs. evil. And being on this platform kind of feels like home right now. Maybe I’m supposed to be here too. I am no better or worse than you or anybody on this platform. I am not perfect and still have lots of work to do within. You wouldn’t believe half the shit that comes out of my mind sometimes. We need to stop fighting with one another and unite already.

I think this is enough for now. I hope that answers most of your questions. In the future, ask one question at a time please, so you won’t get long posts from me.

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